i should’ve brought a book to read i didn’t realize i’d waste this much time sitting on broken stool with a broken heart in the absence of my friends i didn’t wanna make a scene so i decided i’d run away from it all taken for granted and tossed around like a useless piece of trash you’d think it was break up but it’s not that at all just gotta get my shit together it’s about time time that i wake up but i can’t think straight my body’s ridden with substance toxicity is killing me and i don’t really mind it i think i’m happy besides it think about about the bigger picture and how my carelessness is slipping out of control i used to think that i was invincible now i’m starting to wish i was invisible reaching a peak only to fall off i’m scuffed up roughed up ready to give up breaking point breaking point ima reach my breaking point if you think you can fix me you gotta try harder than that breaking point breaking point ima reach my breaking point if you think you can fix me you gotta try harder than that i should’ve thought about these things i didn’t realize it could be too late pulled between two sides and played like a string that’s been rusting out for years and if a string break it’s ok cause it would get replaced identical to the rest it’s goes ignored and lives untouched until another breaks again you’d think it was break up but it’s not that at all just gotta get my shit together it’s about time time that i wake up but i can’t think straight my body’s ridden with substance toxicity is killing me and i don’t really mind it i think i’m happy besides it think about about the bigger picture and how my carelessness is slipping out of control out of control out of control out of control out of control out of control spiral down a pit that’ll never end surrounded by all the words and harmful things they said theres always a way out no matter how you fall i’ll push through this shit and i’ll give it my all breaking point breaking point ima reach my breaking point if you think you can fix me you gotta try harder than that breaking point breaking point ima reach my breaking point if you think you can fix me you gotta try harder than that you’d think it was break up but it’s not that at all just gotta get my shit together it’s about time time that i wake up but i can’t think straight my body’s ridden with substance toxicity is killing me and i don’t really mind it i think i’m happy besides it think about about the bigger picture and how my carelessness is slipping out of control

stay with me don’t you leave baby i’ve been wondering if i still have what you need stay with me don’t you leave baby i’ve been wondering if i still have what you need press delete rest in peace baby what we had is gone and all that’s left to do is grieve press delete rest in peace baby what we had is gone and all that’s left to do is grieve i couldn’t cope with the distance i couldn’t change i’m indifferent i wanted to be perfect perfect never tried to be unrealistic i couldn’t cope with the distance i couldn’t change i’m indifferent i wanted to be perfect perfect never tried to be unrealistic and i know i could’ve done better

baby i already know what you want baby i already know what you want we can lay in a bed of flowers til the end time as long as you’re with me you know it’ll be alright baby i already know what you want baby i already know what you want we can lay in a bed of flowers til the end time as long as you’re with me you know it’ll be alright the more i sit and think the less i know i been pushed to the brink we gotta go and i been wondering if it’s like snow slowing melting away in front of my eyes but i won’t let it why don’t you tap in with me and i’ll help you forget it we’ll make something outta nothing and you won’t regret it and when they ask who told you can tell em that i said it fighting this urge to get away disregarding all the things that my family say and i really wouldn’t want it any other way it feels like my hearts hardened up in a block of clay and i don’t know where to begin when i be without you and i’d never have a reason to ever doubt you i just wanna know that i can trust you so i can love you i just want you to stay don’t let me go and when it’s time to leave don’t let me go cause every time i gotta leave it feels so sad and when i’m with my thoughts you’re all up in my head and i been wondering if this all this shit will ever end cause i been happy again cause i been happy again baby i already know what you want baby i already know what you want we can lay in a bed of flowers til the end time as long as you’re with me you know it’ll be alright baby i already know what you want baby i already know what you want we can lay in a bed of flowers til the end time as long as you’re with me you know it’ll be alright